Face down

TRJA

Sighs. Such a bad day. My dad just slammed my worst fear (that I had acknowledged and had been avoiding for days) in my face. My increasing hair loss. It's fair enough that people would argue hair loss is normal...but not when you lose AT LEAST 5 strands every time you comb your fingers through your hair. That is not normal at all. It was to such an extent that there was a humongous lump of reddish-brown hair on the toilet floor...which made my dad worried...amidst a cold war.

I feel like pulling my hair out.

This phenomena might be due to my 'unhealthy' diet - that is very much vitamins-free. I was thinking of finding my bald spot a few minutes ago...which explains the terrifying visit to the toilet. Just flipping through my hair gave way to another 15 strands of hair littered all over the floor and basin.

As much as I do not want to see the truth, it is time. This means digging out more money from my already meager allowance for vitamin pills. Sighs. Anything to prevent going bald. I have a live example of how bad it is. ):

And it doesn't help seeing defiance in other matters of my life. Increased stress = increased hair loss. May lord have mercy on my scalp.